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So it's my 50th entry today!
AND WHAT BETTER THAN TO CELEBRATE THIS WITH THE BESTES IMAGE I COULD FIND

I looked up nerimon on google images and this is what it came up with!
Check it out XD

Bring it.

Of course I was upset when I found out we weren't invited to that party, but I didn't let it bother me and made other plans instead.

But being suddenly invited wasn't really enough to make me go. And I was glad I had someone else to share my time with, especially now that I've heard everyone got wasted and got rid of most of their brain cells.

I was happy-er with that funny response we got while prank calling Ben, and even happy-ER when I had an awesome time being completely sober and just plain silly, no regrets.

Signed in on msn today to get asked by a friend about someone else's home number, which I didn't have. She wanted to call him to apologise for last night. Must have been one fun night (/sarcasm).
Completely understand why he wouldn't pick up so I told her to quit calling him and talk to him on Monday instead. She goes "No, I don't think it's like that."
Of course, it's not like that. I just don't know my friends at all, you know them all better than I do, yes, high 5, you win at life.

I told her he was probably just watching his phone ring and not answering in purpose. She didn't answer. She signed out.

Oh, but don't get me wrong, I still love all my friends. Just glad I say no to some of our little get togethers.

But alas, yesterday was good.
Did an awful number of silly things and had amazing amounts of fun.
Although we really did nothing of what we'd planned, it was plain awesomeness in a cup.
We even sang to the Jonas Brothers (Y)(Y). Two left thumbs up for awesomeness.
We were helpless romantics for just a little fraction of our lives and attempted to write a song. About 5 times. Never even got one word on paper.

I'm now done with my "School Captaincy Nominee Resume" and ready for whatever life may put in my way.
All the emoness has gone away.

Consuelo's advice of the day: If you're being emo, call a friend.
Makes me happy to know that some people might call on me. Or at least to think some people might.
Still, nothing can bring me down, not today.

Ock it.

You know when you really wanna do something and you need to be by yourself to do it?
Don't get me wrong, i mean like record a video. It's not something you would do when your brother is sleeping behind you, right? It just doesn't work that way.

Well, since my cousins are over, I'm forced to share my room with my 11 year old brother. It's usually fine, he just comes in when he's falling asleep and I'm usually reading so i just continue doing what i was doing.

My cousins got back today from KL and for some stupid reason, my brother fell asleep on the couch. My mum came in to ask me if he could come to bed when I was recording, so i said no. She bought him in anyway.

Annoyed as i was, i began saying how i wanted to be by myself and asked him to leave. He refused.

"Your cousin is outside, can you keep your voice down?"
I was keeping my voice down! For God's sake, i just want to finish the video.
But no, he has to make a big show out of it, so my mum can't get him off his bed. I get my dad, who just goes on about how he's not making any noise,

"What if you just do it with him there? Why do you care so much?"
I just want to do it by myself, why is it so hard to understand? He was just fine on the couch, why did he have to come here now?

Of course it turns into a big argument. My dad blames me, says I'm supposed to be the bigger person, should behave like the 16 year old i am. Then my brother starts yelling about how he wants to sleep, and then my dad starts talking to him. After 10 minutes, i see this is going nowhere, and tell my dad to get out, cause my brother wasn't gonna leave and i just wasn't in the mood for recording anymore.

He starts going on about how he's the father and how my little brother is supposed to do whatever he's told to and he wouldn't leave. After a minute everyone's screaming and in the end, my brother leaves.

I'm crying cause I'm stupid and with not a shard of enthusiasm, no wishes to continue the video.

FML.

Harry Potter

So I was being cool like I am, reading Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets and suddenly I stumbled across this line that made me lol.

It goes like this.

Instead he contented himself with scrawling a note to Ron: 'Let's do it tonight.'
Ron read the message, swallowed hard and looked sideways at the empty seat usually filled by Hermionie. The sight seemed to stiffen his resolve, and he nodded.

I suppose Hermionie doesn't aprove?

Of course, with my little and innocent mind, i could not thin of anything but
PARENTAL GUIDANCE WARNING

Buttseks.

No f-- way.

Being bored out of my head, I googled "Edward Cullen is"
And this is what google came up with.
Made me want to kill myself.
Honestly.

I will try...

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse.

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
What could be worse?

Light will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

And high up above or down bellow
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth.

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down your face
And I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ingite your bones
And I will try

To FIX YOU.

Pointless, I know.

What is the difference between love and obsession?
Who draws the fine line between the two?
Has it got to do with insanity?
When does a person who loves someone start becoming obsessed and stops being in love?
What is love?
Can you really call it love when it is purely a one-side thing?

Love [luhv] noun, verb, loved, lov⋅ing.
–noun
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

And so on.

ob⋅ses⋅sion [uh b-sesh-uh n]
–noun
1. the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.
2. the idea, image, desire, feeling, etc., itself.
3. the state of being obsessed.
4. the act of obsessing.

dif⋅fer⋅ence [dif-er-uh ns, dif-ruh ns] noun, verb, -enced, -enc⋅ing.
–noun
1. the state or relation of being different; dissimilarity: There is a great difference between the two.
2. an instance or point of unlikeness or dissimilarity: What accounts for the differences in their behavior?
3. a significant change in or effect on a situation: His tact makes a difference in the way people accept his suggestions.
4. a distinguishing characteristic; distinctive quality, feature, etc.: The difference in the two products is quality.

Not what I was looking for.

1. the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.

So technically, a one-sided love story is not quite love but obsession, eh?
Does that then mean that one cannot love if not loved back, since the definition of obsession somewhat outlines one’s feelings when “in love?”

Questions, questions, questions.