Hey, Isn't this easy?

And with a week or so to go until the end of year 11, i find myself sitting on my bed, crying as i write this stupid blog entry instead of studying or sleeping like I should be.

Feel like shite and with what seems to be a fever?
Yeah, right now, i'm cool enough as to change the lyrics.

I'm in the room, it's a typical Thursday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your brand new jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Oh my God, what am I doing with my life?

MLIA

Don't think I could ever come up with a better title for this entry. Ever.

Maybe my life isn't average. But today was average or worse.

I tend to just try and smile and get through it. Today, my plan failed. Nothing went according to plan, NOTHING. And i didn't even HAVE a plan. That's just how bad it was.

I've realised that I now tend to use my blog to either complain and whine about my life or to put up stupid google searches. What a waste of my time, what a waste of your time if you're reading this.

Man. On a brighter note, seems like we're going to the FIFA next year!
Hellz yeah!
Well... hopefully.
It makes me mad to think that Australia has 20 points and is already going, no matter what, already qualified. Same with Japan, 15 points!
We've got 27! 27, for God's sake! And we're still battling our way there. Don't see how that's fair. At all.
But meh, let's not complain about how bad life is, let us -instead- talk about how great some of my friends are.
Yeah. They're great.

How they would never even thing of anything that could hurt, that would never put lemon juice on a newly open wound. Of course not.
Treat others like you'd like to be treated. Hey, come on. Where did all of that go?

Guess that's just one more pointless entry on this good old blog.
It's been almost a year now since I started it, huh?
What a waste, it used to be so much better than this.
I guess year 11 really is as good as they said it would be.
Year 12 in three weeks! Can't wait! (/sarcasm)