Ock it.

You know when you really wanna do something and you need to be by yourself to do it?
Don't get me wrong, i mean like record a video. It's not something you would do when your brother is sleeping behind you, right? It just doesn't work that way.

Well, since my cousins are over, I'm forced to share my room with my 11 year old brother. It's usually fine, he just comes in when he's falling asleep and I'm usually reading so i just continue doing what i was doing.

My cousins got back today from KL and for some stupid reason, my brother fell asleep on the couch. My mum came in to ask me if he could come to bed when I was recording, so i said no. She bought him in anyway.

Annoyed as i was, i began saying how i wanted to be by myself and asked him to leave. He refused.

"Your cousin is outside, can you keep your voice down?"
I was keeping my voice down! For God's sake, i just want to finish the video.
But no, he has to make a big show out of it, so my mum can't get him off his bed. I get my dad, who just goes on about how he's not making any noise,

"What if you just do it with him there? Why do you care so much?"
I just want to do it by myself, why is it so hard to understand? He was just fine on the couch, why did he have to come here now?

Of course it turns into a big argument. My dad blames me, says I'm supposed to be the bigger person, should behave like the 16 year old i am. Then my brother starts yelling about how he wants to sleep, and then my dad starts talking to him. After 10 minutes, i see this is going nowhere, and tell my dad to get out, cause my brother wasn't gonna leave and i just wasn't in the mood for recording anymore.

He starts going on about how he's the father and how my little brother is supposed to do whatever he's told to and he wouldn't leave. After a minute everyone's screaming and in the end, my brother leaves.

I'm crying cause I'm stupid and with not a shard of enthusiasm, no wishes to continue the video.

FML.