Pointless, I know.

What is the difference between love and obsession?
Who draws the fine line between the two?
Has it got to do with insanity?
When does a person who loves someone start becoming obsessed and stops being in love?
What is love?
Can you really call it love when it is purely a one-side thing?

Love [luhv] noun, verb, loved, lov⋅ing.
–noun
1. a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.
2. a feeling of warm personal attachment or deep affection, as for a parent, child, or friend.
3. sexual passion or desire.
4. a person toward whom love is felt; beloved person; sweetheart.

And so on.

ob⋅ses⋅sion [uh b-sesh-uh n]
–noun
1. the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.
2. the idea, image, desire, feeling, etc., itself.
3. the state of being obsessed.
4. the act of obsessing.

dif⋅fer⋅ence [dif-er-uh ns, dif-ruh ns] noun, verb, -enced, -enc⋅ing.
–noun
1. the state or relation of being different; dissimilarity: There is a great difference between the two.
2. an instance or point of unlikeness or dissimilarity: What accounts for the differences in their behavior?
3. a significant change in or effect on a situation: His tact makes a difference in the way people accept his suggestions.
4. a distinguishing characteristic; distinctive quality, feature, etc.: The difference in the two products is quality.

Not what I was looking for.

1. the domination of one's thoughts or feelings by a persistent idea, image, desire, etc.

So technically, a one-sided love story is not quite love but obsession, eh?
Does that then mean that one cannot love if not loved back, since the definition of obsession somewhat outlines one’s feelings when “in love?”

Questions, questions, questions.

IT'S WEDNESDAY

YES, IT'S FINALLY WEDNESDAY.
AND GUESS WHAT?!
I HAVE THE SIMS 3
OMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOG
OGMOGMOGMOGMOGMGO
OMGOGMOGMOGMOGMGO
OMGOGMOGMOGMGOMGO

I know, right?
Bahaha,
anyways, anyways.

IFF has always been an experience far out of normal. And today was far from different.
but FML.
That's all i have to say today.

Yeah, pretty exciting entry.
But i just had to get the Wednesday done.

IT'S THURSDAY

SO IT'S THURSDAY.
I'd planned on blogging every day for a week,
kinda like the BLOG EVERY DAY IN APRIL AHHHHHHH!
But didn't quite work.
Cause my plans never work. EVER.

And time just goes so fast sometimes.
You've got tones of homework to do over one night, but you also kinda wanted to go bike riding or whatever, just get out of it for a minute. But by the time you finish your f-ing homework, it's already dark outside and you're being called for dinner.
I had so many plans for yesterday.
Like work on my modern and finish it so I wouldn't have to do it today, go to Kinokuniya and buy Love(*)Com 7, find a nice pair of shorts, make a timetable I could stick to, make a blog entry and clean my room.
Instead, I ended up finishing my maths homework and mopping around for the rest of the day thinking of pointless stuff like you. :@
Bahah.
So I'll have to write the "IT'S WEDNESDAY" entry next Wednesday I suppose.

IF YOU COULD HAVE ANYTHING YOU WANTED RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?!
Either the "Chameleon Circuit" CD signed by Alex Day or you.
Or some chocolate, whichever. Oh, or the Sims 3.
Or Lovely Complex 7.
Urgh. Too much to choose from.
Although..yeah, not really.


ARGHHHHHHH.

Change came in disguse of revelations.
Set his soul on fire.
She said she always knew he'd come around.

And the decades disappeared
Like sinking ships,
Though we persevere,
God gives us hope,
But we still fear,
We don't know.

WE DON'T F-ING KNOW.
Kinda pisses me off. We never do. ARGH.

Saw Cinderella in a party dress
But she was looking for a night gown
I saw the devil wrapping up his hands
He's getting ready for the showdown

I saw the end the minute they changed the page-

The Idea

It suddenly came to my mind.
That maybe, just maybe, things aren't what they seem.
That maybe love isn't a warm and fuzzy feeling, and there certainly are no butterflies involved.

This is not a tale of sadness and depression, but maybe, things aren't as simple as they always seemed to be.

I haven't had much reflection time today, and maybe that is why I've gotten these weird ideas.

I reckon waking up early hurts my brain cells.


Huh...this is a totally pointless post. Probably shouldn't waste your time reading it, but i guess it's too late now to be saying it. Oh well.

How can we win when fools can be kings?

Don't waste time or time will waste you.

I was thinking of Mario today.

Yeah, I think I have found the love of my life.

Yeah.

WHAT?!
SO NOT!

You know Link, yeah?

Link.

Yeah.

I love that kid. He's the most amazing person in the world.

Yeah.

Du-du-du, du-du-du, du-du-du-du-du-du-du! Du-du-du-du-du! Du-du-du-du-du! (repeats)

YEAH, how good is my version of the Song of Storms, HUH?!

YEAH. TOP THAT.

ily, linkkkkk.

The return

She stood in front of it once again, confused and stunned.
There was nothing -not what she expected to see at least.

She could see every object behind her reflected on the mirror, yet her own reflection was no where to be seen.

"Where are you," she demanded to know rather than asked. Although her voice was weak and soft, she was demanding and she wouldn't accept this kind of behaviour even if it was coming from...herself. "Where are you." She called again, "I'm not asking you, I'm demanding to know! NOW TELL ME" She exclaimed losing all of her patience at once. "COME OUT, DAMMIT," the loud noise of her foot stomp against the wooden floor.

"Why did you do it?" A voice came out nowhere -out of pure, thin air.
"WHY DID I DO WHAT?" She exclaimed once again, although red in anger, she was trying to calm down.
"Why did you give up?"
"BECAUSE I HAD NO DAMN CHOICE!" She stomped her foot against the floor once again.
"That's what you always say. You saw what happened today, there's always an option," Her reflection appeared in front of her very eyes. She glared through narrowed eyes, her brow frowned, wrinkling -a few lines here and there-, and the deep red still covered her face.

Her eyes watered up; she hated this, her eyes would always betray her trust and give in in the last moment, right when she was going to win.
She lifted her chin in a bad attempt to keeping the tears inside.
She would never admit to the fact that this hurt her. She could over come it and she knew it. There was no damn need to keep that worthless thing where it was.

Plus... he'd never go for her anyway.

In his eyes, she was only that pathetic, retard girl who never did shut up -even when asked to do so. Just that girl with the strange sense of fashion.
The one with the sign on her forehead that read:

BEST FRIEND WHOM I WILL NEVER EVER EVEN THINK ABOUT DATING

Or that was what she hopped it said, at least.
But it was probably something like

The one girl whom I will never, ever date.

Full stop.

Ock it then.

"It's late," he said again, murmuring, almost crooning now, his voice smoother than silk. "Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love."

He started to hum my lullaby, and I knew it was only a matter of time till I succumbed, so I closed my eyes and snuggled closer into his chest.

Too sweet for my liking, but hey, I guess other girls would love to get that said to them, eh?

All he wants to do is see what she's thinking. And maybe he'll get it his way in the end. After they've already started loving each other and been together for long enough. I might not be your biggest fan, but all the luck to you.

Now how about a little sickening-sweet scene of my own (if you can call that "mine" that is.)?

"Aw, please," she begged with that little smile drawing on her face. He pretended not to care, not even looking at her.
"Oh, but it's so far away," he groaned, his gaze still somewhere else while he played with the little piece of plastic in his hands.
"Come on, pleeeaaase, I don't want to go by myself," she begs once more. But she wasn't going alone, she was anything but lonely in her little excursion to the shops. She begged again.
"Oh, fine," he stood up and quickly caught up to her. They walked next to each other, almost as though they were holding hands while the poor third-wheel walked ahead.

OKAY!
Now we're all happy, eh?
(Well, we all know he is at least.)

Ugh, ock you.

And of course, he didn't notice he left more than just an empty chair when he left the table...

If you change your mind,
Im the first in line
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If youve got no place to go, if youre feeling down
If youre all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best and it aint no lie
If you put me to the test, if you let me try
Take a chance on me(thats all I ask of you honey)
Take a chance on me
We can go dancing, we can go walking, as long as were together
Listen to some music, maybe just talking, get to know you bettercos you know Ive got
So much that I wanna do, when I dream Im alone with you
Its magic
You want me to leave it there, afraid of a love affair
But I think you know
That I cant let go
If you change your mind,
Im the first in line
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If youve got no place to go, if youre feeling down
If youre all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best and it aint no lie
If you put me to the test, if you let me try
Take a chance on me(come on, give me a break will you? )
Take a chance on me
Oh you can take your time baby, Im in no hurry, know
Im gonna get youYou dont wanna hurt me, baby dont worry,
I aint gonna let you
Let me tell you now
My love is strong enough to last when things are roughIts magic
You say that I waste my time but I cant get you off my mind
No I cant let gocos I love you so
If you change your mind, Im the first in line
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If youve got no place to go, if youre feeling down
If youre all alone when the pretty birds have flown
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best, baby cant you see
Gotta put me to the test, take a chance on me
(take a chance, take a chance, take a chance on me)
Ba ba ba ba baa, ba ba ba ba baa
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best, baby cant you see
Gotta put me to the test, take a chance on me
take a chance, take a chance, take a chance on me)
Ba ba ba ba baa, ba ba ba ba baa ba-ba
Honey Im still free
Take a chance on me

You don't make any sense, you retard.

So, okay.
Everyone has a key and a lock, right?
And in order to open the lock, someone must grab the key and open it, right?
And what if someone took your key, but doesn't wish to open your lock?
And what if that someone doesn't want to give you your key back? What do you do then!?
Gah, and, and, GAHHHH.
SOMEONE IS A FREAKING KEY-THIEF!
Okay, Okay, I have a plan, my darling fighting muffins.
FIND HIM AND RIP HIS HEART OUT.
Bring it to me.
And I'll see what I do with it.